listening to him harms i recently i have not been listening as much and wish i started sooner.

Everyone who meets him thinks he is amazing,but its all a front.

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I think sometimes that im just a numb dumb infact im hurting so bad that i just chose to forget everything including who i am and everything good i have ever done.

Instead im here in a box wasting time with someone who is killing me.

“I remember the first night, I was telling him about my difficulty with monogamy,” she says.

“I don’t know why I felt the need, but it must have been on my mind a lot.” In almost every relationship she’d had, she’d found herself cheating, though she didn’t know if this was a character flaw or a problem with the conventional system. “I was just trying to get into your panties,” he says to her, laughing.

He was therefore surprised when the first thing Leah gave him after the move was a book called Certainly, open heterosexual relationships are nothing new.

Even the term “open relationship” seems like a throwback, uncomfortably reminiscent of free-love hippies, greasy swingers and a general loucheness so overt as to seem almost kitsch.Im such a good person and i dont understand how someone can use my weakness to their advantage.He will not every change and i need to realise that."But the other side of me was concerned about what this means in terms of intimacy and how the dynamics would work." When Leah and Ryan met at a wedding four years ago, they didn’t expect to develop this type of arrangement.Neither of them had had an open relationship before, though it was something that Leah had contemplated.Im hurting and i have been writing trying to feel better but i just hurt.